You would not believe the shit that comes up in a google image search with the search term medicated cookie.
First of all you get a whole bunch of natural and marijuana stuff.
You also get a lot of lip balms.
Then eventually you get vaginal and psoriasis creams.
The images then go into a series of several types of toiletries, a wounded duck, a random picture of Bill Nighy, an anti-semetic cookie (gross), and various shots of assorted dumbasses, 2 spider pictures which I'm really not happy about, and pictures of children with or without cookies.
Why am I writing this?
Well, as I mentioned in the mini blurb about myself, I have mental health issues. Yep, I'm gonna all out and say it. I'm apparently Bipolar II with mild Borderline Personality Disorder.
And guess what? We're re-organizing my meds again.
I thought it would be funny to get a cookie picture of some sort of silly medicated crazy cookie.
The best I could do was this...
Not only does it tickle me but we're going to attempt to taper me off of a med that I've been on for 12 years and the withdrawals are a bitch.
I ain't gonna lie. I'm nervous. I've tried to come off it before and failed.
I have a much better team on my side this time.
So this is my note to myself to read when I get the panic attacks and other lovely withdrawal symptoms.
EVERYTHING IS FINE.
THERE IS NOTHING WRONG.
THIS IS TEMPORARY.
Are we ready for a rollercoaster ride folks?
I'm sitting in the first seat and ready to go.